My heart feels like solid stone
Terrible things that seem like yesterday
Taunt me night and day
Things that seem to beyond my control
To fix it is no longer my goal
In a world where I can no longer kind to myself
I just want to be tucked away in some unknown shelf
Angry at a world I don't want to be in
I feel like there is no end to my feelings of sin
Whether it be rage, insecurity or hate
All these feel bitter to my taste
My heart feels heavy and devoid of any more feeling
The test is when I feel so challenged to no longer believe in my healing
My Faith badly shaken and my vision so clouded
Demons that taunt leaving me in a place where I feeling so hounded
Do I stay in this place where I'm left so hopeless?
Or do I step up so that I fight that feeling of being useless?
Does it always have to be me doing things to be distracted?
Because in doing so my pain never seems less subtracted
I think it's best I stay away from a world that leaves me feeling cold
It's time I search after something more valuable like gold
Il wait for that gold digger to search me out
As I stay hidden in the soil waiting to be taken out.....
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