I have always cried when I said Goodbye This time I felt numb,because it hasnt dawned to me Because it pierced my heart,the very depths of my soul Why be a burden,to people who love I never prided myself to be innocent like a dove I have learnt life the hard way Nobody can steal the love in my heart But what do I do when I have been kept a prisoner To be an actor in this play called Life It wasnt my choice to be here I have always felt it was crystal clear That I was just a miracle child In other words a survivor Kicking in the water ,trying to survive Without knowing lessons in swimming How do you expect the child to sink,then you revive? Isnt that a punishment too harsh And the child grows up to lash Because he went through hell To live life swell I just dont understand this word called LIFE.......

I had a dream, I was in your garden,I prayed I would never wake up because I felt so much of peace and calm.You were there beside me whispering my name.You held my hand and told me you would never leave my side.I will always believe in you.Always... No one can steal me away from you.No the devil cant.Because you are my protector,I will take refuge in you.

Loved this Quote:- A woman knows the face of the man she loves as a sailor knows the open sea. ~ Honore de Balzac

“I have learned now that while those who speak about one's miseries usually hurt, those who keep silence hurt more.” ― C.S. Lewis

When my heart wrenches deep within, I feel the pain so unbearable, My mind tells me to give in , But something tells me no ,God is able. Never fear when you seem alone, Thats when you realize that you need someone, Not somebody who can comfort you you over the phone, But somebody who knows the cry of your heart , Today I realize God its you I need . Only you can heal my pain, My worries , my wounds my hurt , I lay them down at your feet . Please give me strength God to withstand satans arrows. I feel scared at times, but like David said "In you alone I put my trust ". Whom shall I fear . Please God let me not be dismayed when I am tossed into the raging seas. Father ,if you are there please heal me soon Of all my bitterness , Make me whole again Truly your child ,your little instrument . Dont let me give up on myself . Help me to love you Lord with all my heart To obey you , to follow your ways ! Even as I grow older by a year Help me to be one step closer to you . This is my prayer.